April 16, 2010
Stuttering At School
At senior school I “CHOSE” as options to take French and German. I have no idea as to what possessed me to do this when I was aged fourteen as both subjects were optional. Surely I should have known that this would only increase the pressure on my speech.
The examinations in the final year for both subjects were split into four sections; reading, writing, listening and speaking – YES SPEAKING!
I found it rather difficult to speak English fluently or should I say impossible – what chance therefore would I have of being able to speak French or German fluently? No chance.
I will never forget the German oral examination; I was just so nervous. During the test I could barely speak a word without stuttering and the examiner advised me to start again at one point and rewound the tape. This was at an age when I cared what people thought of me and I have to admit that I went home and cried that day.
School was without doubt the hardest period of my life – there were many happy experiences however the fact that I had a stutter made the experience some what of a struggle. My confidence was at an all time low during this time - mainly due to the stuttering speech impediment.
Filed under Gain Confidence by blueboy
